Re: waking up for a conversation
Posted by Eddie on 11/04/2010 13:31:15
In reply to Re: waking up for a conversation posted by john the younger on 11/04/2010 08:45:44
John, Sorrisi, and all
What I have perceived Scott to have done in and around our recent post
is to set a side my ramblings while feeling my longing heart beneath
all my blather. I’m usually looking in on classroom talk from the
bleachers; but usually I don’t post very often because of not wishing
to interrupt the flow by giving people the exact feeling you/John
seemed to have experienced and mentioned in regards to these recent
conversations. I guess sometimes, maybe most of the times, I step down
out of the bleachers because I miss Coach, and as long as Scot is
here, I can always touch and find him/Coach inside myself by looking
into the mirror that “IS” Scot.
John the only real conflict that I recall between Scott and I had been
a long time ago now, and it was mostly about politics as best as I
remember, which we don’t talk about anymore. But I sleep way too often
and seem to accumulate many blank spots in my memory, or maybe
buffers. So if you are referring to some conflict we have had since
that long ago “War” as Coach called it back then, then I must have
simply blocking it out. So I may simply be fooling myself in mistaking
Scots kind heartedness for unity rather than simple tolerance.
Sorrisi I hope I have not done you any disservice in any way, it was
certainly never my intention, but if anything I have said has harmed
you in anyway at all, then “I am wrong” and I am more than willing to
do anything that I can to correct it.
I apologize if I have rubbed ‘anyone’ the wrong way.