Re: A constant state of amazement!
Posted by Eddie on 01/15/2012 09:50:21
In reply to A constant state of amazement! posted by Scot on 01/14/2012 09:20:42
"Those who are awake live in a constant state of amazement."
All that I can seem to verify from my own “on the street” lived
experience is its ‘opposite’ occurring from within my ‘being’ most
recently. As it has been more so than not these days a subtle yet
almost constant underlying sense of dispiritedness that seems to be
almost completely covering-up my essence (that is if there really is
such a thing as “essence” that actually does exist?); where almost
nothing seems really “Real” to me at all right now.
I can vaguely sense a part of me wishing or wanting to be up beat,
especially here in this forum in response to my dear friend Scot’s
positive message here today; but this is what seems like a more honest
response at this moment than for me (for myself) to be trying to
express some phony sense of “amazement” with any part of ‘this life’;
that part of me (maybe even the best and most “Real” part of me
potentially “Knows”) but can’t seem to reach right now.
When I started this post I thought I had something to say, but as it
seems here now I really didn’t at all. All I really seem to have are a
lot of questions that only have a very negative slant to them that may
come out here later on, but for now the only real question that
remains is, why am I choosing to go on with placing this post here at
all? Maybe time will tell…I guess we shall see, or not?