Doormat to Judge...interesting combination! Posted by Sally on April 25, 1999 at 03:01:54:
In Reply to: I'm back! posted by Betsy on April 24, 1999 at 13:12:55:
I have missed you too! Seems funny to have you bring up the
whole "complex" of emotions that I have been dealing with,but on a
whole different level. I am no stranger to discord.....but have decided
that being "nice" is not working John! I am tired of being a
doormat,but if and when I assert myself "in mindfulness" than I am once
again at the mercy of the "scoreboard". I have tired of game-playing!
If this is a journey of "enlightenment" then why the hell do I have to
even deal with these assholes! Guess that is my "Rebel" but I really do
think that some people are hopeless,like my X...he's 'killing me'.!!!!
Am I letting, or chosing this option? I think not!!!! Help,and I'm not
kidding! Glad to see that you are back Betsy....
Pissed in Las Vegas.
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